

This new feelingmy words my heart and my mind are all different living parts of me.. My heart wants and cries out for one thing "love" while my mind says focus on what is in front of you "school" and my words speak of something that in the past and in the future are tied together "forgiveness & Take me back, you listen to your mind and it gets you somewhere you succeed at many a thing and find that you love the feeling of being in control of your own fate. Then one day you decide to see if you can see what your heart wants and all is failed. Your hearts take sover and tells you to go after that item you wnated in the past, not a trophy, or an animThis new feeling


WarmthI lie here each night wondering. "where did i go wrong with my life?" I pull the sheets up and they cover my mouth, my nose, my eyes, their barier providing some warmth, but not enough "why cant i get warm?" I toss and turn, grabbing my body pillow next to me wanting to see if it will work. It sits there as i form it into my own grabbing body, curving to it, wrapping my legs aorund it. "maybe this will help" It sits there still, a lifeless blob providing still no warmth, no affection, still molded into the thign i want it to be. &Warmth


The ghosts of yesterdayIt used to be when we looked at each other we would smile we laughed we loved we looked at the enxt day being another day to cuddle then it went wrong we stopped tlaking so much the time we spent meaningless sadness anger confusion The next day it owuld end bringing depression to our hearts "why me" "what did i do" "ALONE" Since then we sit there at home thinking "why did it die" "is something wrong with me" You come to a conclusion that being friends was better off after that you wave to each other smile talk laugh &nThe ghosts of yesterday
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I see shiny people. XD
The end is just the beginning.
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*Tick* *Tock* *Tick* * Tock* Thats the sound of my heart ticking away
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Dont touch me. I bite.
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*Tick* *Tock* *Tick* * Tock* Thats the sound of my heart ticking away
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